I make social subtractions
I cumulate the awkward, the occasions
Equation, the lone soldier
Unnamed, anonymous, faceless in the crowd

And my passion for control, my love affair with steel
In this unstable narrow circle drawn at the limit of my insecurity
I have a space, secluded, where I stand in strength
I have control and define all variables
I play god
My only kingdom, my lonely

And this profound level of unworthiness has triggered my social disconnection
My last physical presence
My now absence