My double vision
Is only amplifyin' everythin' he isn't
'Til I feel less attached and bored to death
But listen
It's no one's fault
it's just my terrible condition, mm
And I've been thinkin'
If I move out this year
I'll feel my parents slippin' away
And also, I'm just scared of that commitment
I really think sometimes
there's somethin' that I'm missin', mm

Oh, I know
Spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
And oh, I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult

To name this feelin'
Would take a hundred thousand years
some kind of grievin'
But over what I never had
So I've been speakin'
To my therapist
I call her every weekend, mm
I meant to tell you
How I've hated how we left things
When it fell through
'Cause you were everythin' to me
Where did you run to?
Was it somethin' that I said
That colored you blue? Mm

Oh, I know
Spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
And oh, I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult

Difficult (I)
Difficult

I've been drinkin'
And stayin' up too late
Relivin' bad decisions
I thought eventually
My ranting here would fix it
I really think sometimes
there's somethin' that I'm missin' (Mm)

Oh, I know
Spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
And oh, I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
Oh, I know
Spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
And oh, I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult