They're cuttin' her up on the operatin' table but it wasn't enough The front desk pages, it's a call for the ages They couldn't save her, they couldn't save her The surgeon said:She had a hole in her heart But it wasn't her fault, it was there from the start Tryin' to love you through an open wound 'Cause everythin' I put inside there just fell right through And I hold the parts together with some pressure and glue And you're runnin' in slow-mo to the hospital room If you only knew How bad it hurt me too
So now you can take the money you can get on a plane To a beautiful island, build her house in my name You can donate all the money to somebody in pain And you can rest your head down and not feel any shame I never loved you I never loved you I never loved you in vain
They're sewin' me shut Openin' the doors and then removin' their gloves Taking the long way to the end of the hallway They couldn't save her, they couldn't save her Told the nurses that we argued a lot And you're ramblin' on about the last time we fought You drove off screamin' on the night you were caught You left me standin' in the parkin' lot I took off chasin' you down Route 22 'Cause you never listened, and I'm terrible too You kept on drivin' far away from the issues If you stopped, I would've kissed you
So now you can take the money, you can get on a plane To a beautiful island, build her house in my name You can donate all the money to somebody in pain And you can rest your head down and not feel any shame I never loved you I never loved you I never loved you in vain
Flash of light, heat of fire Head on concrete and the screechin' of tires Sound of sirens, rush of pain I almost thought I heard you call my name
So now you can take the money, you can get on a plane To a beautiful island, build her house in my name You can donate all the money to somebody in pain And you can rest your head down and not feel any shame I never loved you I never loved you I never loved you in vain
Compositor: Halsey / Tyler Johnson / Michael Uzowuru