I am so lucky

Everybody, get in line
To meet the girl who flew too high
Who does it all just to be liked by strangers
That she met online
Did it all to be included
My self-loathing so deep-rooted
Inner child that's unrecruited
Truth is I'm not suited for it

When I die, I won't have time to spend my money
But I hope that you still love me

'Cause I'm so lucky, I'm a star
But I cry, cry, cry
In my lonely heart, thinkin'
"If there's nothin' missin' in my life
Then why (Why, why?)
Do these tears come at night?"

Why they come? Why they come?
Why they come? Why they come?

And why she losin' so much weight?
I heard it's from the drugs she ate
And I feel her, but I can't relate
'Cause I'd never end up in that state
A girl like that is a mother, must be tough
A problem child, I was rough
But what do you do with a difficult grownup?

When I die, I won't have time to spend my money
But I hope that you still love me (Da-da-da-da, da-da-mm)

'Cause I'm so lucky (I'm so lucky)
I'm a star
But I cry, cry, cry
In my lonely heart, thinkin'
"If there's nothin' missin' in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?"

I shaved my head four times because I wanted to
And then I did it one more time
'Cause I got sick (I am so lucky)
And I thought I changed so much
Nobody would notice it, and no one did
And I left the doctor's office full of tears
Became a single mom at my premiere
And I told everybody I was fine for a whole damn year
And that's the biggest lie of my career

But I'm so lucky, I'm a star
And I cry, cry, cry
In my lonely heart, thinkin'
"If there's nothin' missin' in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?"
I'm so lucky, I'm a star
But I cry, cry, cry
In my lonely heart, thinkin'
"If there's nothin' missin' in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?"

She's so lucky, she's so lucky
She's so lucky, she's so
Haven't you heard?