Another memory and I?m asking myself

How can I let the past be the past.

Once and for all take a hold of the future

And not let it control what I aspire to have.

I see where my decisions have brought me

Can't let it tear me in two waste me away

I gotta believe

Cause this is now

I can't change tomorrow if I can't today

This is now

If I control myself I control my destiny.

What I've seen and what I've been through has made me who I am

There was a time in my life where I had no desire to carry on

I couldn't see a place for me or a will to survive

I never thought to rely on myself or the beliefs that I have denied

But this is now

How can I can change tomorrow if I can't change today

This is now

If I control myself I control my destiny

If I control myself I control my tomorrow

I got to change today

Cause this is now

How can I change tomorrow if I can?t change today.

I must control myself if I'm to control my destiny.

Cause this is now.

Cause this is now

How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today.

This is now