Yeah I gotta get through this shit (Strait up) Momma told me that there'd be days like this (Strait up) You know it's easy to forget what my purpose is (Strait up) Just when I feel like everything's cool my drama begins to surface (Strait up)
And all that drama is hard to not let it blind you You gotta put that fake shit behind you Don't let your enemies remind you about that time you fucked up My boy woulda told you to shut the fuck up (Strait up)
I see fools laughin and I wanna cry I see fools livin it up and I wanna die Shit, I feel like I got one foot in the grave already I feel like Jesus is out to get me Test me and watch me fail But I know it's not too late for me He told me there more out there than just hate for me
I see you on a painted row And I miss you I can't see you but I feel you I feel your soul, you know this No matter what I know you still got my back I know where you at
I gave everything I lost everything I want everything I lose everything I hate everything
I know where you at I can't find The more I look the more I can't find you I can't find The more I look the more I can't see you I can't find The more I look the more I can't find you Why, why? Back up strait up Disappear What Shut up wake up I'm over here What
I woke up and I cursed the day (Strait up) I woke up and I prayed for this pain in my chest to go away Jesus he just laughed at me Said my life was a tragedy and I was lost for all eternity Said nigga why you forsakin' me? Baby you breakin' my heart (Strait up) Oh man, if I could just go back and start over again Just have one good friend Shit, take that shit to the top (Strait up) And never stop (Strait up) Bring that shit back again Damn, just one good friend I'm over here, come back now, show me how I don't care anymore I can't, I can't take it Close to the edge and I'm breakin down Yeah, you see me breakin down
I gave everything I lost everything I want everything I lose everything I hate everything
I know where you at I can't find The more I look the more I can't find you I can't find The more I look the more I can't see you I can't find The more I look the more I can't find you Why, why?
Everyday another liar, here comes another thief Prepare yourself for much more sorrow, depend on much more grief Everyday another liar, here comes another thief Prepare yourself for much more sorrow, depend on much more grief
I can't find The more I look the more I can't find you I can't find The more I look the more I can't see you I can't find The more I look the more I can't find you Why, why?
Back up strait up Disappear What Shut up Wake up I'm over here What Back up strait up Disappear What Shut up Wake up I'm over here What Wake up, get up, walk away Wake up, get up, walk away Wake up, get up, walk away Wake up, get up, walk away