Dear love, where have you been?
Why did you break my heart again?
I thought you'd be here, you're just an illusion
You promised me you'd take care of my human
I do drugs to numb, you drink to forget
And we get along 'til it turns to regret
Did I scare you off with all my feels?
You know for a second I thought you were real but

Who's gonna stop me from my reckless behavior?
I don't know, I hate all the feelings I gotta get them out
I'm writing dear, love, why you tryna mess me up?
You got me writing dear, love, why you tryna mess me up?
God, it feels likе I'm outta my head, I'm outta my mind
I spill my thoughts on the dotted linе
Dear, love, I hate all of these feelings
I gotta get them out right now

Dear love, I should've known
That you couldn't handle it when I felt alone
I needed your care, just longed for affection
I wanted acceptance, you wanted perfection
I gotta tell I thought you were deeper, maybe a keeper
Thought you might be empathetic but you acted apathetic
Oh, and now you're just a ghost

Who's gonna stop me from my reckless behavior?
I don't know, I hate all the feelings I gotta get them out
I'm writing dear, love, why you tryna mess me up?
You got me writing dear, love, why you tryna mess me up?
God, it feels like I'm outta my head, I'm outta my mind
I spill my thoughts on the dotted line
Dear, love, I hate all of these feelings
I gotta get them out right now

Dear, Love. Why you tryna mess me up?
Got me writing dear, love, why you tryna mess me up?