It's taken two different therapists
To tell me what to do to help me wrestle with
The bar I set for love and what I do with it
I want it so bad, but I'm bad at it
Used to love a Friday night in Malibu
And now I never go because I think of you
Never meant to ruin it but you always do
I can't get away, get away from you

Oh, and somewhere
There's a balance in self-care
And wanting someone to be there
Is it normal to be scared?

'Cause I should hate you
Probably do, but I don't want to
All I do is forgive you
Is it normal that I do?
Evеryone I love is worried
All you'vе ever done is hurt me
And it hurts me to love you
Is it normal that I do? (Do, do, do, do)

Gotten so good at recovery
Reading all the books and doin' everything
Even give advice like I know anything
But I'm so afraid to heal that it's breaking me

Oh, and somewhere (Somewhere)
There's a balance in self-care (Self-care)
And wanting someone to be there (There)
Is it normal to be scared?

'Cause I should hate you
Probably do, but I don't want to
All I do is forgive you
Is it normal that I do?
Everyone I love is worried
All you've ever done is hurt me
And it hurts me to love you
Is it normal that I do?

(Nah-nah-nah, normal)
(Tell me I'm normal)
(I know I'm normal)
(So tell me I'm normal)

Is it normal to lie to all my friends every night?
Is it normal to try to tell myself I'm alright?
Is it normal to say that I still want you that way?
And is it normal to stay in case you come back some day?

I should hate you
Probably do, but I don't want to
All I do is forgive you
Is it normal that I do?
Everyone I love is worried
All you've ever done is hurt me
And it hurts me to love you
Is it normal that I do?

(Nah-nah-nah, normal)
(Tell me I'm normal)
(I know I'm normal)
(So tell me I'm normal)
(Nah-nah-nah, normal)
(Tell me that I'm normal)
(I know I'm normal)
(So tell me I'm normal)