Sitting in this comfort inn Man workings got me fucked up Slow down Swear to god I'm 'bout to Lose my mind and hit the Road now Work and go to sleep wake up Repeat that's how it goes now 8 Pm or something I don't know This town's a joke
Got some canteloupes and Natural calm I think ill be alright Ill write a section for my blessings What I got and what I dont Should probably lay down close My eyes around 11, probably won't Cause I stress too much Like Im obsessed with it I swear anxietys my bitch And ima undress it Or maybe address it Fuck it I talk about too much Summer went by way too quick 2 days turned into 2 months It's hot as fuck in September Pounding in my left temple Cause this bed sucks I would probably give my left nut To be stress free On an island in the sea On a jet ski With a breeze Flowing through my teeth On a beach Sipping tea Under the trees Sometimes I think about what if And I forget about what isn't I swear it's like I'm locked inside my mind In a prison Ima shine I don't give a shit I'll just learn to deal with it This room is cold and dark And man I really just ain't feeling it But call of duty helps me pass The time until I get back If you tryna 1v1 you probably need to sit back Who I used to be care free man I Miss that Shoutout to my past, current me here's a diss track
Fuck your stupid panic disorder you hypochondriac Life is too short to be missing out I used to smoke and laugh After work sitting in my car til the sunlight Rolling up then hit the Xbox feeling alright Yeah, shoot for the stars right? How can I reach em when gravity just hits me broad side Fuck it, I'm diving in to the summit Maybe I'll make it through and say it wasn't so bad was it?
So I thought about a hook but I said fuck it ima write it out Good job, good friends tell me what's to cry about? Copenhagen on my mind I guess I'm bout to give in That shit been with me every single lyric that I've written I guess, it's a part of me Yes, it's a problem It's a battle with some demons man I wonder how I got em I've been, at the bottom I've been, full throttle Need to slow it down a little bit Ferrari to Miata This, office that I'm sitting in a home away from home No I in team but I would rather sit alone And day dream of what happens when you up and leave your castle To another country but I wonder is it worth the hassle? It wasn't, maybe it was, yeah I don't know exactly I was searching for some artificial things to make me happy But I'm glad I did it I found peace for a minute I been feeling empty yeah But fuck it Imma keep living