It stings me every time that I think about it
The way you would like her to be
From magazines and beauty queens
I try to not look
But unconciously I am always wondering
Of how you would like her to be
When all I know that person isn`t me

I comb my hair, I take a bath

And think about her
Every time I dress for a night out
And I don`t want to think such things
But I am pressured
By memories and feelings all the time
Of times you thought that she was me
and how did it change
Quite suddenly

I don`t want you
I do not care
I don`t want you to stare

But looking back I can`t belive how I fell for you
Suspicions stroke me all along the way
You said you loved me way too early for it to be true
But noone had ever hit on me that way:
So bluntly, badly, successfully

You liked trends, korean boybands
And cute little girls
You said you never had girlfriends
But you had loads of friends
Acquaintances of females
And later you asked me to be one of them

And all I know is what hit me back then:

They were like me and You were fu`king Them

I don`t want you
I do not care
I don`t want you to stare

“Avril Lavigne or japanise or someone like that”
I think to myself as I walk away
And somewhere inside I know that you`re just unhappy
and looking for someone to heal the pain
and my sorrow is a lesson that I gained
(I mean, who wears tigers on their boxers anyway??)

But I wish you well
I hope you find the one you seek
And find happiness
you little
Prick