Like a parasite leeching on other's lives This is how he always survives Reaching out for love in all directions The trench in his souls grows deeper His life rejecting him
The hollowness grows bigger and bigger A void that consumes him Sitting in a crowded room he can't connect to a single person Is it just an illusion? Blank stares from everyone around
They don't give him the satisfaction The pain of being next to a person galaxies apart What is it that makes him different Maybe he doesn't have a heart Feeling like a parasite leeching on other's lives
Thriving on the existence of others is how he survives Help me, help me He hears repeated but he doesn't know what it is He needs help with In his own life and his own mind A vortex of hopelessness is destroying what's left of his time
He is the spectator of his own life As his passes by and the hook is set to deep to try He's dug his own grave so fuck it why lie? He watches as the years pass him by but nothing changes Close the book he's ready to die He's dug own grave and said goodbye He's ready to die tonight, he's ready to die