Feel I'm getting older
As time slips away
I'm treading water
And it's dragging me down

Hide behind the darkness
Through a fear of change
I know the signs
I've done it all a thousand times
And I can't take it no more
And there's something I should tell you

And I can't find the words to say oh

Hear me screaming through the thunder
See me crying in the rain
I'm an actual disaster and I'm falling faster
Forgive me for what I've done
Hold on the eye of the storm

I'm tired of this reputation
Don't believe everything you read
I been living a lie of a life
There's so much more to me

And I can't find the words to say oh

Hear me screaming through the thunder
See me crying in the rain
I'm an actual disaster and I'm falling faster
Forgive me for what I've done
Hold on the eye of the storm

And I tried to make it right
Saying sorry for all time
But my truth can't be denied

And I can't find the words to say oh

Hear me screaming through the thunder
See me crying in the rain
I'm an actual disaster and I'm falling faster
Forgive me for what I've done
Hold on the eye of the storm