maimed spectrum of human abilities beaten, crushed, twisted... succumbing to multifarious scale of emotions that change their faces in lethal pervaded with ice cold crystals of death enticing, babing, humiliating... you regurgitate all what human is search for soft difference between dream and hallucination in glimmering haze of carbohydrate delight floating, melting, dissolving... your ideals, rejected forever, forgotten desire of quiet unbeing now controls your hesitating life dark corridors of insidious chemical emotions caressing, torturing, destroying... where thoughts of love and beauty ... massacred... and never will awake