I waited through shame for this

I waited through shame for this
Are you there?
Everyday I see if chance was calling
Are you there?

I got a numb skull
I got a green heart

Something changed, well I've got in
We all suffer the same things
We're in the sun, like nothing
All waging the good fight
Something changed, now I'm stuck here, so defensive

I wanna see
What kind of place they'd lay for me

I don't like these open endings
Are you there?
Well I forgive you but there's no pretendings
Are you there?

I got a numb skull
I got a green heart

Something changed, and I've got in
I wanna speak fast
And as we know, without substance
It's more powerful than they can supply
Every day, we're all stuck here, so effective

I wanna see
What kind of place they'd lay for me

I forgive you but there's no pretending (It becomes automatic, it becomes all but free)
It becomes automatic, it becomes all but free
It becomes automatic, it becomes all but free

Something changed, oh, I've got in
You may wanna stay back
It's not the same, no sense in running
For the sake of the old pad
No parade, nobody's coming
We're all part of the same pack

And I wanna see
What kind of place they'd lay for me

It becomes automatic, it becomes all but free
It becomes automatic, it becomes all but free