It’s been a long time since I talked to you now I don’t even remember the last time my heart is hollow and I’m scared I’ve turned my eyes away from you. falling in to seas of sorrow, I ignore your voice but you still whisper in my ear and it keeps my spirit alive and you give me love
and you’re still holding my hand
open my ears open my eyes because these years are just fading away
there is no time left, there is no time to lose. I will think this through twice this time I wish that I would have done that before I turned my eyes away from you because it was the worst mistake I’ve ever made oh how I wish that I could forgive myself and others, because it is the first step towards better times.
my heart is still alive my heart is still alive and I am not ready to die
I’m falling into your arms like a lost child crying over the mistakes and failings and faults I’ve done a thousand times. feels like I never learn, but we all have to learn by our mistakes and you, you open my eyes again so I can see