Try to find myself seems a hopeless case
I’d rather just give in to all there is to taste
Seems like all I’ve done has been written down in ink
that can never be erased

What ye did I know ye wish ye didn’t do
cause all the wrong ye did it tends to stick with you
Just regret never change nothing yet
ye can’t repay that debt until ye change ye dutty step

I know my mind is set changing wrong to right
Though I tried my best it leaves me sleepless nights

But I know it’s real, what I do is real
I can’t help it’s real, no I can’t help it’s real
Though it fills me with regret ‘n makes me wish we never met
‘n I can somehow change my bet, maybe it’s best that I forget
Try to find my way back home soon

Lately I’ve been thinking hard, wish I acted from the heart
played another part, give a fresh start

But that would be surreal, that can not be real
the wrong end of the deal, that would be unreal
My heart would never agree, not be here if it wasn’t me
another thinking come for free, except my wrongs
that part of me, was forgotten history