No I don't claim to know the struggle cuz I've never lived it But time for me hasn't always been photogenic and perfect Only I can make my own self determinated Not a parent, a preacher, a techer, Jesus or verdict Could overturn this will power that I got burnin' So deep inside of me, trying unecessary like cursive And no, my parents aren't divorced, my pops never vanished They act like since I've always had a granite tops that I take this Shit for granted, damnit
That isn't further from the truth Who gives a damn if I was brought up astute They say, "you don't have the financial problems all these real rappers do And you ain't even busts caps in dudes" And just because I have a passion for rappin' the world expects me to? Now that's the stupidest thing that I've ever heard I'm just goin' flip 'em the bird I'm wakin' up in the early mornin' hours a powerful work Ethic's so unheard of in this day and age I'll make my way, regardless of the haters hatin'
Envy is a shameful trait, sometimes I feel there's no escape From the scrutiny and judgements And really there's not It's gonna keep comin' as long, as long as the youngin' is buzzin' Ah, so I just accepted it and laugh And as much as I love the cash it's so much deeper than that Being iconics what I'm striving for while sleeping I snap into a new reality whitin my dreams And then I wake up to the exact same thing Cuz recently my life is flipped 180 degrees
I was never the most confident of my friends I remember down in my basement Sammy Big Mikes and Biggs They made me rap for 'em threatening me with shit if I didn't Lowkey makin' fun of me as I spit you know how it is Probably thinking to themselves "you better stick to your day job" But now the jokes on them 'cause that's exactly what this is Yeah, gettin' the types of girls I used to not Kinda goes to show as an example how I'm used a lot But no, I'm not complaining cuz no, I don't go the moral Compass of the Gods, honestly Sometimes I fuck up, I'm just a human sometimes I'm out until the sun's up But that's just how it is when you're young buck Livin' on my own, only 18 Don't really like the clubs much
I'd rather chill and puff one, but that's beside the fact Hip Hop head claiming I can't mess with 'em cuz this or that And they're viners and they have young girls for the fans But man at least those girls love me for just who I am I, I guess they'll never understand, it's aight