I still believe you said everything, you ever said Because you meant it, and not just because we were sharing a bed
And even though you meeting me, is something you regret I still believe we found something good, that day that we met
I still haven’t found a pair of jeans, that fit me right And I know that you’re just saying these things, to try and take me for a ride
It still hits me like a bag of bricks, each and every night When I wake up, to find that you’re not here to my right
So I’m saying a prayer that my feet don’t fail But I’m still digging pebbles out from the palms of my hands From doing push ups in the middle of two lane streets From falling over walking with 2 left feet – yeah I’m falling down
I know that you’re happy to be rid of me And I hope that it’ll change your personality When you’re laughing, it’s magnetic And it’s amazing how it cuts through the static
So please stay happy if not for me Then for the sake of all the birds and trees and living things That rely on, such vivid, beauty to go on living
My downfall you see where I’m stuck, is thinking how it could be It turns my stomach, and my heart plummets, to think of how you think of me
I’m still figuring out just who I am, and who I could be All I know is now is who I was, wasn’t really me
I was feeling down bout who I am, and who I couldn’t be So I lost my mind, and I wasted time, feeling so guilty
So I’m singing this song in hopes that you’ll sing along And listen to what I’m saying, it’s a song that I made filled with steps I can take To find something I can believe in – to believe in
So you trick your clothes to make them believe This is really your arm inside this sleeve, it’s the same arm That used to hold, the things that you considered gold But inside your head, you know you’ve changed But really who remains the same? You’re distracting yourself To make you believe, you change for the good Man you’re so naïve, so you’re saying things that you don’t mean Like actors on the silver screen until you realize your past is real And it’s really no big fucking deal, so you burn your clothes And everything, that reminds you of how you used to be
I know that you’re happy to be rid of me And I hope that it’ll change your personality When you’re laughing, it’s magnetic And it’s amazing how it cuts through the static
So please stay happy if not for me Then for the sake of all the birds and trees and living things That rely on, such vivid, beauty to go on living
I still believe you said everything, you ever said Because you meant it…