Isn't there a saying that you reel in what you cast off?
But I can't tell the difference
Between the real thing and the sheepdog
I wish I could blame it all
On some stupid line I should not have bought
Every now and again

I scaled the big fence by myself for something new
The sky turned blue to hot pink
I did not think about you
I thought about loyalty
It means make money and fuck the rest
Every now and again
I get a heavy feeling in my chest
I hope that you loved me
Before I was at my best
Sonny

I want to be alone
More than I want to be alone with you

With love that's already gone
Neither of us will find the silver hair
But every now and again
I get a heavy feeling in my chest
I hope that you loved me
Before I was at my best
Sonny

Tell me you loved me
Before I was at my best