And it's so hard for me to let you know
That I never should've let you go
But this just a road I chose
I finally see it, but it's out of my hands now
(it's out of my hands now)
And I'm always runnin' away, was scared of showin' emotions
Want you out of my brain, so I've been downin' these potions
But I know it won't change, I couldn't fix it, it's broken
It's always my mistakes

You make me anxious
But how could I complain? I did the same shit
Too busy by myself to see you hate this
I never saw the signs, we wouldn't make it
And now I ain't sleepin' much, all in my head too much
Wishin' I gave it up, but I couldn't make it up
So I'll down another one hopin' I get off it
I don't want another love so I'm movin' cautious

And we're tryin' to carry on, but we're lyin'
To say our love's not dyin'
But I can't see a world without you now

And it's so hard for me to let you know
That I never should've let you go
But this just a road I chose
I finally see it, but it's out of my hands now
(it's out of my hands now)
And I'm always runnin' away, was scared of showin' emotions
Want you out of my brain, so I've been downin' these potions
But I know it won't change, I couldn't fix it, it's broken
It's always my mistakes

Way too many fights, way too little conversations
Tried to get it right, but I never had the patience
Always on my mind, that's my first love wasted
But do you even care?
'Cause if you really hate me, I don't blame you
I never really gave you enough
But I would kill just to hear you say you love me again
I never meant for the way that everything had to end
And just know I'm sorry now

And we're tryin' to carry on but we're lyin'
To say our love's not dyin'
But I can't see a world without you now

And it's so hard for me to let you know
That I never should've let you go
But this just a road I chose
I finally see it, but it's out of my hands now
(it's out of my hands now)
And I'm always runnin' away, was scared of showin' emotions
Want you out of my brain, so I've been downin' these potions
But I know it won't change, I couldn't fix it, it's broken
It's always my mistakes