Negative thoughts always in my brain
I just want to move on, but I like the pain, like
Negative thoughts always in my brain
I just want to move on, but I like the pain, like
Sometimes I lose control
No breaks, I might explode
I'm falling down, I know
Today my heart is cold

Tell me why I only focus on my problems
On my mind, watch me plummet to the bottom
Blessings all turn to a curse, always prepare for the worst
I know I'm blessed to be here and I try to see it
But I'm not fine, fine
Everybody hurts sometimes, times
I never asked for this life, life
So left me off of my vibes
But I won't die if I crash and burn

And when my past comes back at me
Tell me that I'll never fear again
Tell me that I'll never fear again

Negative thoughts always in my brain
I just want to move on, but I like the pain, like
Negative thoughts always in my brain
I just want to move on, but I like the pain, like
Sometimes I lose control
No breaks, I might explode
I'm falling down, I know
Today my heart is cold

I've been so low
I've been falling down
And you can't save me, I won't
I won't let the dark thoughts ruin me and I would never let 'em in
Find a way to cope when they're breaking in my head again
I'm tryna be a brand new person, tryna find my purpose
Tryna ditch all my burdens and I think I deserve it

And when my past comes back at me
Tell me that I'll never fear again
Tell me that I'll never fear again

Negative thoughts always in my brain
I just want to move on, but I like the pain, like
Negative thoughts always in my brain
I just want to move on, but I like the pain, like
Sometimes I lose control
No breaks, I might explode
I'm falling down, I know
Today my heart is cold

Negative thoughts
Like the pain