All my shit is in my car
Makes me feel seventeen again
You put my drawer in a bag
And my clothes on the bed
You said you'd be gone, from 12 P. M. to 4
"Don't be there when I get back
and leave my key at the door"
I spent three hours gettin' sentimental
Projectin' memories on the walls
Then I raced myself in a half an hour
like I was never there at all

If I could feel
What you want me to feel, I would
What you want me to want, I would
'Cause I don't wanna lose you
Deeply confused, if I could choose, I would feel
What you want me to feel, I would
What you want me to want, I would
'Cause I don't wanna lose you
Deeply confused, if I could choose, I would

Readin' old anniversaries letters
to remind myself how it used to feel
Then old journals to remind myself
how long the doubts have been real
Try to work it out in my mind
why our life doesn't feel like mine
What if I don't want what you want
but I never stop wantin' you?

If I could feel
What you want me to feel, I would
What you want me to want, I would
'Cause I don't wanna lose you
Deeply confused, if I could choose, I would feel
What you want me to feel
(That's what I would feel), I would
What you want me to want
(That's what I would want), I would
'Cause I don't wanna lose you
Deeply confused, if I could choose, I would

I spent three hours gettin' sentimental
(That's what I would feel)
Projectin' memories on the walls (That's what I would want)
Then I raced myself in a half an hour
like I was never there at all

If I could feel
What you want me to feel, I would
What you want me to want, I would
'Cause I don't wanna lose you
Deeply confused, if I could choose, I would