Made him take the longest way home Hoping he would change his mind before He dropped me off I thought If I said nothing, it'd make him think of something That was worth holding on, too
But I never really gave him the choice to choose hate myself for not letting those blue eyes see, anything but the car door slammed behind me I bet he thought that meant more than goodbye
Now I'm standing in this crowd of people Wishing he was one of them so I could see him I'd say what I, said under my breath to myself after he left That I, I Know I said go, but it also, meant stay
Now I know I'll just look for him in everyone else instead of just asking him to come back And I wondered when 3am rolled around was when he figured out That talking to himself, in an empty room, was exactly What I was doing too. it was just too soon, to go
I'm standing in this crowd of people Wishing he was one of them so I could see him I'd say what I, said under my breath to myself after he left That I, I Know I said go, but it also, meant stay
And the first time he actually listened to me Was when I needed him to disagree the most I needed him to come back and hold, everything Catch it all while I was letting go Well I was only as far as behind my front door I was just waiting for him
Now I'm standing in this crowd of people Wishing he was one of them so I could see him I'd say what I, said What I said, to myself And I know, I know I said go but it also, meant stay
I'm standing in this crowd of people Wishing he was one of them so I could see him I'd say what I, said under my breath to myself after he left That I, I Know I said go, but it also, meant stay
Now I know I'll just look for him in everyone else