Keeping it Together

Drugs stopped working when I was born
but all the fairy dust I breath is doing nothing to relieve
the strife of broken Autumn leaves in the sand

But I'm still high
on the music
as my inner child cries
for she may lose it

And the incense in my eyes
can't save the sin between your thighs
Because you stabbed me with your lies
You're not the only one that's broken

Whore fuck your drugs
I introduced you anyway
You're a slave
Spun undone
I met you in an alley way
and I'm never ok
Cause I'm pretending like I'm keeping it together...

My bones are scratched and so forlorn
but all the Prozac that I take is only lulling me to make up
this forced smile that is fake for all the doctors

But I'll get by
for the music
Stand as an object
so they can use it

So go snort your loved white powder
I'll just play my music louder
and get my drugs from the counter at the pharmacy

Whore fuck your drugs
I introduced you anyway
You're a slave
Spun undone
I met you in an alley way
and I'm never ok
Cause I'm pretending
like I'm keeping it together...
Cause I'm pretending
like I'm keeping it together...
And they'll never know