[Hook x8]
Loving you is complicated

[Verse 1]
I place blame when you steal
Place shame when you steal
Feel like you ain't shit
Feel like you don't feel, confidence in yourself
Breakin' on marble floors
Watchin' anonymous strangers tellin' me that I'm yours
But you ain't shit I'm convinced your talent's
nothin' special
What can I blame him for
Nigga I can name several
Situation had stopped with your little sister bakin'
A baby inside, just a teenager where's your patience ?
Where were your antennas where is the influence you speak of
You preached in front of 100, 000 but never reached her
I fuckin' tell you, you fuckin' failure you ain't no leader
I never liked you, forever despise you I don't need you
The world don't need you, don't let them deceive you
Numbers lie too, fuck your pride too, thats for dedication
Thought money would change you
made you more complacent
I fuckin' hate you, I hope you embrace it

[Hook]
I swear
Loving you is complicated

[Bridge]
Lovin' you, lovin' you, not lovin' you, one hundred proof
I can feel your vibe and recognize that your ashamed of me
Yes I hate you too

[Skit]
House keeping
*knocks*
House keeping
¡Abre la puerta!
¡Abre la puerta tengo que limpiar el cuarto!
¡Es que no hay mucho tiempo tengo que limpiar
el cuarto ¡
! Disculpe!

[Verse 2]
You the reason why mama and them leavin'
No you ain't shit, you say you love them
I know you don't mean it
I know you're irresponsible, selfish, in denial, can't help it
Your trials and tribulations a burden, everyone felt it
Everyone heard it, multiple shots, corners cryin' out
You was deserted, where was your antennas again?
Where was your presence
where was your support that you pretend?
You ain't no brother, you ain't no disciple
you ain't no friend
A friend would never leave Compton for profit
or leave his best friend
Little brother, you promised you'd watch him
before they shot him
Where was your antennas, on the road, bottles
and bitches
You faced time the one time, that's unforgiven
You even face timed instead of a hospital visit
You should thought he would recover, well
Third surgery they couldn't stop the bleeding for real
Then he died, God himself will say "you fuckin' failed"
You ain't trying

[Verse 3]
I know your secrets nigga
Mood swings is frequent nigga
I know depression is restin' on your heart
for two reasons nigga
I know you and a couple block boys
ain't been speakin' nigga
Y'all damn near beefin'
I seen it and your the reason nigga
And if this bottle could talk *gulp* I cry myself to sleep
Bitch everything is your fault
Faults breakin' to pieces
earthquakes on every weekend
Because you shook as soon as you knew
confinement was needed
I know your secrets
Don't let me tell them to the world
about that shit you thinkin'
And that time you *gulp* I'm bout to hurl
I'm fucked up, but I'm not as fucked up as you
You just can't get right
I think your heart made of bullet proof
Shoulda killed yo ass a long time ago
You should've felt that black revolver blast a long time ago
And if those mirrors could talk it would say "you gotta go"
And if I told your secrets
The world'll know money can't stop a suicidal weakness