I'm the black sheep of the family Graffiti up on the alley An ambulance passin' Another tragedy happened in cali All I wanted was a role model My father worked hard So tell me who the fuck was I suppose to follow? It's hard to swallow
My stomach's hollow Knowing I only had top ramen to eat tomorrow I had no problem drug dealing I get mad When I think of all the bullshit that I was feeling I believe my father really broke a happy home Left us stranded in the dark For a fucking whore I prayed to God it wouldn't happen
But I was ignored If it ain't my family What the fuck I'm living for? No looking forward No looking back No hesitation When I put my hands on that strap My music is the pain in my mother's eyes People struggling in the ghetto Something never televised
People struggling in the ghetto Something never televised Killuminati won't even save you From all the struggle I survive One shot, two - three - four Can you feel the vibe? This is for my mother's pain And everything she sacrificed
I'm still mad at my brother's chick I can't believe she snitched on 'em God damn you on some other shit I learned my lesson Never trust a bitch I'm thinking karma's a mutherfucker While staring at my rubber grip My close homies on the run again My phone's tapped I think I'm being followed by these undercover pigs I think they wanna set me up
On some sucker shit Snitching will never happen Forever be the opposite Got my enemies saying That muthafucker's sick L. a. - chi-town even brooklyn We got something in common If you wonderin' Hustle hard Til the day you pay your mother's rent Ain't that the real reason why we started hustlin'? Besides the cars & the fame And trying to fuck a bitch My music is the pain in my mother's eyes Stranded in the ghetto Is something that's never televised
People struggling in the ghetto Something never televised Killuminati won't even save you From all the struggle I survive One shot, two - three - four Can you feel the vibe? This is for my mother's pain And everything she sacrificed
My president is talkin' bout some bullshit again They keep taking education money from the kids I never seen 'em once ever speak about the homeless Or ever talk about the gang related Feeling hopeless Incase you didn't notice The youngest to the oldest Homies never realize Til that eviction notice
It's time for us to grow up The real world afraid of us That's why they never show love You know what they label us Wish I could just ignore the world With a ounce of weed And tell the people in the ghetto They can count on me
Now dim the muthafucking lights Put me in front of a crowd Who applauds when I mention christ My music is the pain in my mother's eyes Stranded in the ghetto Is something that's never televised
People struggling in the ghetto Something never televised Killuminati won't even save you From all the struggle I survive One shot, two - three - four Can you feel the vibe? This is for my mother's pain And everything she sacrificed