Hello table
We meet again
I'm ashamed but it's okay I got a friend
Guess we'll split it, take a half
Tell ourselves that we're gonna stop and then we laugh

I got blood in my nose, I got tears in my eyes
Tell me it makes me alive, trying to quit so many times

But I love you, I need you
But I hate you
Even when I say that I'm gonna walk away yeah
I come back cause I need to
I don't want to
Yeah, always say that I'm gonna walk away
But here I am again

Where did my feelings go
Lie to myself, I don't know
Why am I so alone?
Why am I so alone?
I'm in love with the high
But when I come down I die
Saying you miss me a lot
Oh, but that's just a lie

I can't put a finger on it
There's no reason that I do it
Maybe it's just 'cause I'm not that confident

But I love you, I need you
But I hate you
Even when I say that I'm gonna walk away, yeah
I come back cause I need to
I don't want to
Yeah, always say that I'm gonna walk away
But here I am again, yeah
Here I am again and again, and again

I love you
I need you
But I hate you