Shivering with you, we shoot our breath into the cold We see the shine from a town that sucked the life straight from the desperate souls And out in the distance are silhouettes from the headlights That brighten up our faces and the tears inside our tired eyes And I finally realized that no matter where we go We'll never truly find ourselves if we only ever look alone We drank too much and here's to us 'Cause we succeeded in forgetting that we were still alive And I lost myself along the way, still got ambitions Because hope is the one thing that keeps me going in the worst of times I know I never claimed to have a heart of gold I haven't been myself lately and I felt so strong a year ago Silent cries for help echo through late nights and empty streets And I'd suffer outloud but no one would care enough to be listening Proving to our heads that our hearts have reasons to still beat Is sometimes harder than it seems, so beat some life back into me But on nights like this say \"fuck the world\" and pass the drink We'll only be alive one time 'til we rot in hell for eternity And when I'm burning I don't want to fucking regret anything So if life's a joke then show your teeth and raise your glass and sin with me