You want me honest here's the truth
Of course I'd run straight back to you
I'm on the edge but I can't move
When I have so much left to prove
I wanna jump
Somehow you're keeping me alive again
Alive again

Once you have hurt the one you love
And ruined your lives
You get to thinking maybe you don't
Deserve to survive

It's too late, it's too late for me
But I know there is still time for you
I will smile my way to the bitter end now I know
There's so much light in you

So let me know if I'm crossing the line here
But is this what's best for you
I will fight to keep this going
But I'm getting tired too
So forget the drama, drop the act
No more lies, let's face the facts
I am poison in your system
Painting your insides black

I want my eyes sewn shut
I've got nothing to show for a lifetime
I've spent without a soul
And I've been breaking my bones every single day
Hoping the pain would wash the guilt away
I tried to open my mind and accept the fact
I always knew that you'd be better off without me, you are

I still wonder if I cross your mind
And I don't think I need to tell you that you dominate mine
I am lost you are found
I wish I never let you down
But I always let you down

Just let me go, you deserve to live
A life that's free from all my suffering
I don't wanna be your dead weight anymore
No I can't no I won't be your dead weight anymore

I'll try to let you go somehow someway
I think I only have one promise to make
I swear that I will love you to my last day
Until my last day
I know that I will never stop asking myself
Why I can't cope?
Why I'm still awake all night?
The only thing I know
The only thing I know
The only thing I know
You saved my life

So let me know if I'm crossing the line here
But is this what's best for you
I will fight to keep this going
But I'm getting tired too
So forget the drama, drop the act
No more lies, let's face the facts
I am poison in your system
Painting your insides black

I won't drag you down
I won't hold you back
I won't drag you down
I won't hold you back