I swear I'll never come home!
I'm a mess, can't contain all the lies and the hate
That fuel my bitter existence. Come show me a better way
Torn between two cities, I mourn the death of my dreams
Everything happens so fast I can't get a grip on reality
All this time and I still don't know why
I can't get out of these fucking
doldrums and back to the daylight
Every single day is the same
I only want the chance to rearrange

No you can't move on to the future
if you're still living in the past
I turn my back but it never lasts, it will never last
All that I can do is try to pull myself out of the clouds
And turn away from anything that can bring me down
I look around but there's not a sound
You don't make a sound
Step away so I can see the former mistakes that define me
All I can gather is nothings cheap
Apparently I am my own worst enemy
I am my own worst enemy. Fuck

No you can't move on to the future
if you're still living in the past
I turn my back but it never lasts, it will never last
All that I can do is try to pull myself out of the clouds
And turn away from anything that can bring me down
I look around but there's not a sound
You don't make a sound
I will always stay within the light
Kill all hesitation