I work so hard I'm a mess
Too fucking caught up in my head
I try to scream, I try to express
I try to convince myself I'm dead

I'm not free, I'm not me
I'm a reaction of what I've been
This isnt real, I can't feel
I am lost and can't be found

How can I speak
How can I yell
How can I unlock my own shell
How can I be
How can I see
How can I found
How can I find whats lost in me

I'm not afraid
I'm not scared
I'm just caught up in my head

Can not speak
Can not breathe
Wana run away from me
Can not scream
Can not yell
Can not fight away my hell

I can't feel
I can't break
Maybe my life was a mistake
I can't see
I can't hear
I'm afraid of what I fear