Lost in my ways Too consumed in the mula this the cost that I pay
Shits been fuckin up since I been growin up Couple people that I needed ain't been showin up Makin music when I know it sucks Man I just wish they could admit that shit, can't get passed this Urge to confront all the people that's been out here hatin me Somewhere stuck in the middle of talkin and just breakin teeth Lookin at the girls who had forsaken me I almost fell for (censor) sendin blessins thankin god for savin me Speakin of god they been mistaken me for something special Like a prophet when I'm not so the standards gettin tough Always moving forward cuz I got a fear of gettin stuck Look at other niggas like I gotta chill Free the homie in the pen, hope you know that we still friends I just gotta grind myself for a sec Member when we used stay up late & fiend for success? I been out here keepin busy just completin the quest, in need of a breath The pressure poundin on my chest Imma break Cuz I'm gettin older & I can't afford to make mistakes Couple minutes underwater, body been adaptin Lookin back on shit I did I wish had never happened