Losses
Lil Tjay
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Can't change, I remember what I've been through
So when I spit, no need for pencils
Traumatized, shit be fuckin' with my mental
This just some shit I can't get into
I'm just tryna be somebody influential
A lot of souls I could vent to
My success is not something coincidental
And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental
I was locked down, locked down, almost lost it
Brodie locked down, told him "Fight, don't you forfeit"
Sometimes we just do some stupid shit when we be off it
I done see too many niggas die, so I'm precautious
Thinkin' 'bout them flashbacks, shawty gave me notice
This is what this comes with, playin' with them bosses
Could have caught a chose the other, I torched it
Worry 'bout my freedom, everyday got me exhausted
I gave niggas trust, feel love and it caused it
Tryna keep you right, I brushed it off, it's like I forced it
Mad that you can't meet me, I be drippin' different sauces
Glad I started winning, tired of takin' all these losses, losses
Losses, losses, all these god damn losses
Tired of takin' all these god damn losses
Can't change, I remember what I've been through
So when I spit, no need for pencils
Traumatized, shit be fucking with my mental
That's just some shit I can't get into
I'm just tryna be somebody influential
A lot of souls I could vent to
My success is not something coincidental
And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental
Big glow, lookin' back, I came a long way
I still be reminiscent mamas from my dark days
That's why I stay away from niggas in they slug ways
I can't hear no bad vibes, they exhaust me
Lotta niggas in they Birkin, they be salty
Niggas had me on my body, get 'em off me
New ice, it's shinin', it's flossy
'Bout to cop a new whip, mine and it's course deep
Had a dream to make it out, it wasn't simple (Make it out)
Niggas don't know what I went through (No, no)
Self taught, had to learn it from the mentors (Mentors)
I ain't tryna be resentful (No)
I was layin' lowkey, but I'm mental
'Cause everybody soul's just judgemental
If you want it, run and get it, fuck a gentle
Let that hunger deep inside represent you
Can't change, I remember what I've been through
So when I spit, no need for pencils
Traumatized, shit be fucking with my mental
That's just some shit I can't get into
I'm just tryna be somebody influential
A lot of souls I could vent to
My success is not something coincidental
And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental
I was locked down, locked down, almost lost it
Brodie locked down, told him "Fight, don't you forfeit"
Sometimes we just do some stupid shit when we be off it
I done see too many niggas die, so I'm precautious
Thinkin' 'bout them flashbacks shawty gave me notice
This is what this comes with, playin' with them bosses
Could have caught a chose the other, I torched it
Worry 'bout my freedom, everyday got me exhausted
Losses
Tired of takin' all these god damn losses