Please leave your message for 8987 (Chino Raw Beatz) Hey, Zay, it's me again I was callin' to see how you was doin' mentally (Ayo, Ryda, turn me up) Just give me a call back
I'm back focused again, can't lose my emotion again I went silent on Instagram, now I'm back postin' again I know I can't give up now 'cause I'm too close to a win Only the family around me, can't do me bogus again I had to slow down on that liquor I had to get closer to my sister Had to spend money on my case so they can't lose me in that system It was cool when I was down, I got to really see who with me Spent a lot of quality time with my daughter, took her to Disney Walkin' my kids to the park, I feel love, they call me daddy All three of my kids together look at my face and see I'm happy Gabe home, Deion home, Sam home, them my rappies I need Rico, I need Big Folks, got my uncle, I got my daddy I was just goin' through the most they ain't even know, but it got better Tryna close on my mama house, I'm tryna get my shit together Had a bad fallout with Mookie I had to get up with my brother Even though we had our ups and downs we still love each other Big Folks called home from jail like, "How you let 'em get that J? How you movin' like a goofy? The city knowin' you a face" Bro, that karma hit me hard but that get back ain't got a date The feds just took another swab, they tryna reopen my case
Zay, answer the phone I don't know what I did to make you resent me I wanna be here for you, you know? I don't know what you goin' through but I know you gon' get through his Just answer the phone
I got a dark cloud over me Karma gettin' the best of me Death gettin' close to me This ain't how it 'posed to be When I'm gon' catch a break? I've been losin' faith I'm tryna find a way God, help me, please
Compositores: Lil Zay Osama, Shiy, Ryda & Chino Raw Beatz