Ayy, ayy, got so much pain in my heart Tryna find peace, every day, it get hard Lil Dre got killed, put a stain in my heart I saw his brain on the ground, I remain in a war Every day, I'm gripping on a pole when I ride Pull out when I'm walking 'cause I feel like someone behind me Cousin stole a pole, everybody gettin' grimy Don't know who to trust, even my bitch look slimy Peekin' out my window in the middle of the night Pray to Lord they don't book me or kill me for that night If you a real nigga, gotta feel me, I try I try, I try To get revenge on any nigga that hurt my family And any jam that I'm in, I was taught don't panic
My soul hurt Lost too many of my niggas that ain't never coming back Lord, why they had to go first? Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh My soul hurt Felt so much pain in my heart you ain't never felt, now my soul hurt, hurt, hey
Baby mama hopin' that I die My homies wanna kill me, I been feelin' the vibe They tryna shoot up my car, can't let 'em know what I ride Can't hop out 'cause I ain't loco, I paid them to go inside Pullin' up to my shows, they uppin' phones for pictures I'm nervous in my city, I'm up here thinkin' they grippin' Fighting anxiety, sippin' the Henny for the healin' Jay Dot got shot and he died inside the buildin' I can't wait 'til all this pain is over 'Cause I got too much weight on my shoulders Granddaddy on drugs, hopin' he don't dose over Too much on my mind, I don't get time to focus, uh Too much on my mind, I don't get time to focus, uh (I lost too many dead members)
My soul hurt Lost too many of my niggas that ain't never coming back Lord, why they had to go first? Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh My soul hurt Felt so much pain in my heart you ain't never felt, now my soul hurt, hurt