Yuh, Lilmar
Every morning I- I wake up... sad... and- sober
And... I have these thoughts... all day... sober... and sad

These sober thoughts really messing wit my mind
Why am I alive or do I really wanna die?
Pain all in my chest you just can't see inside
Pain all in my chest you just can't see inside

Woke up sober now I'm contemplating suicide
My crush don't want me, she say she not down to ride
Just want a lil shordy that love me right here by my side
Instead I'm downin bottles, all alone in bed cryin
Just need a cig and gin, I don't need no fuckin friends
Mix the juice with honey henny, that's a tasty blend
If I got money and it ain't alcohol then I ain't spendin
I drink to numb my pain, not look cool, fuck a trend
I try to keep my head up, knowing that it could get better
You claim you lonely, try be in jail not gettin one fuckin letter
Came out with an addiction I can't even tell when I'm sober
I rather drink my life away cause I get sad when I'm sober
I drank 3 bottles but I still feel sober
Pour me 4 more shots and I still feel sober
Slurrin words and stumblin, damn near fallin over
Passed out and woke up with a headache harder than a boner

These sober thoughts really messing wit my mind
Why am I alive or do I really wanna die?
Pain all in my chest you just can't see inside
Pain all in my chest you just can't see inside