The other night sky
screamed at the wall
I try to tell you how I feel
but I was never good with words
pictures on the wall
hang over my head

A broken truth and promises
The things I never said
How do I love
how do I love you

I wish you were here
I wish you were kind
I was never really okay
I was never really okay
And I wish you cared
I wish you were kind
I was never really okay
I was never really okay

I just never said it out loud
Out loud
I never said it out loud
Holding on too night
Head up in the clouds
Heaven only knows

Where you are now
It feels like you're still here
Though I know you left
Your coat is in the closet
And your shoes are by the bed

How do I love
how do I love you
I wish you were here
I wish you were kind
I was never really okay
I was never really okay
And I wish you cared
I wish you were kind
I was never really okay
I was never really okay

I just never said it out loud
Out loud
I never said it out loud

woo- ooh
woo-ooh
woo-ooh

I never said it out loud
I wish you were here
I wish you were kind
I was never really okay
I was never really okay
And I wish you cared
I wish you were kind
I was never really okay
I was never really okay

I just never said it out loud
Out loud
Out loud
I never said it out loud
I just never said it out loud
Out loud
I never said it out loud