I didn't ask to be born But I'm terrified to die as much as I'm terrified of life
Give me a reason to live To justify these marks of worthless existence that I glorify
It's not going to be okay
I'm your idol Your Suicidol I'm the one who fills your void Now, come sing with me Your ideal You're suicidal Nothing would save us from this life Now, come scream with me
You wanted to love this world But what's left is the hatred towards yourself In fact, you've been realizing that there's no meaning Reenact your death, embrace the emptiness Open up the gate of flesh, reality is cold and cruel Is it comforting a little bit in the madness you're drenched in?
It's not that I adore death It's just that I despise life I still love you I just couldn't love myself anymore
The world is full of misery, there's no hope in sight You're trying over and over again to pull yourself up a little higher But you're only falling lower and lower again Until you're completely drained out I know how you feel, don't cry anymore It will all end soon Because I'll die instead of you
Open up the gate of flesh, your ideal is too far to reach Was it comforting a little bit in the madness you're drenched in?