I seem to handle everything well
Knowing the difference between right and wrong
But I'm really just messing it up
Everyone around me moves away
Because I push them away

I try to control myself
But I can never
I've tried not to breathe from under the water
Now I just want to get up and breathe again

I want to control myself
But something stops me
My inner demons attack me
My head goes crazy
Swinging thoughts and all that
My crazy head makes me wonder
I can't take it anymore
My crazy head thinking

I try not to hit myself
But I always stab myself
I have a problem
I know I have
I wish I didn't have you anymore
But they always come back

I think now
All I've achieved
Is it right?
I pose strong
But I'm actually afraid

I want to control myself
But something stops me
My inner demons attack me
My head goes crazy
Swinging thoughts and all that
My crazy head makes me wonder
I can't take it anymore
My crazy head thinking

Everything beside me falls apart
I'm the only one who tries to make a strong
It's hard, I try
Sometimes I do, but sometimes I don't
I hear people talking
Not caring
Now I want to breathe again

I want to control myself
But something stops me
My inner demons attack me
My head goes crazy
Swinging thoughts and all that
My crazy head makes me wonder
I can't take it anymore
My crazy head thinking