For a long time I remember When I had too much on my side I said she needn't have cared I'd always be with you She said no one understood her pain You'd rather not exist than feel this way
I stood by you till your last seconds I hope you can hear it from wherever you are I hope you still have that bright smile I'll never forget
I can still smell you, my hands in your hair Now the one who doesn't understand is my own pain
And you're gone never to return I can't cry no more I pray that God will bring you back And he says: Son don't cry where she is you don't have to care Son, go on with your life seeing you like this she wouldn't like it
I'm sitting here trying not to remember But how can I not remember? you were all I had I was strong once and today I can't stop crying I'd rather sleep than dream and not have to wake up Without you here I can't do it
I can still feel your smell my hands in your hair Now my own pain is the one that doesn't understand
And you're gone, never to return I can't stand to cry no more I pray that God will bring you back And he says: Son don't cry where she is you don't have to care Son, go on with your life, seeing you like this she wouldn't like it