Oh, yeah

Misunderstood but ain't not always been the same
I was gonna say back to grey walls
and looking through the window pane
Where's my trust gone or was it ever present?
Did I leave it in the hands of a stranger
feel disconnected
Will you ride for me?
I take these promises to heart
'cause I've seen way too snakes change face
but play the part well
I pour a little Martell
play Dylan with some cartel
And get a little deeper
And now I'm standing
on the valley of something I can't describe
And this feeling in my brain
is getting tight with the more I try
So I spark up a cigarette
Smoke half of it, chip the rest
Maybe all these chemicals
been fucking with my head
I need this sunshine
and these angels more than I ever did
Tryna find my relevance preaching
but what's my message here?
I just wanna see unity, something better
What made you believe you don't live forever?

Now I don't want to be like this
Caught up
With nothing left to give no
And I don't want to feel like this
So stuck
And caught up in the mix now

I don't want to be like this
Caught up
With nothing left to give no
I don't want to feel like this
So stuck
And caught up in the mix now

Now will these wings take me to heaven
when they carry me up?
If I never put my hands together
just to ask to above
I can't see the God in me today
Who told me to live in vein?
I won't bow down to a man
for all our sins and shame
You might find me in hell
with green Clarks and black hoodies
Not next to goody goodies
with fortune cookies
Tryna find a meaning everywhere but inside
No wonder we're still following
we've been blind
But bro, all these television screens
got us believing
Self hate taught to break us down
so we consume it all so easy
We buy and forget pain but it's momentary
Lost in a maze, trying to explain
through the smoke of this sour cherry
But do you feel like yesterday never left?
Do you wonder when this world
will lift this weight off your chest?
Are we looking for a reason
in all the wrong places?
Hopeless, you see it on my face, yeah

Now I don't want to be like this
Caught up
With nothing left to give no
And I don't want to feel like this
So stuck
And caught up in the mix now

I don't want to be like this
Caught up
With nothing left to give no
I don't want to feel like this
So stuck
And caught up in the mix now