I feel so bad
Never felt like this, about anything, I never have, no
Please, don't tell me that
What's lost is lost, it's never gonna come back home

I walk in circles when there's no one around
Try to fight my own direction
I test water but it burns my hand
As I disfigure my reflection

I've been a good girl
But you let me down

I feel so bad
Never felt like this 'bout anything, I never have, no
Please, don't tell me that
What's lost is lost, it's never gonna come back home

I lie in silence and I just can't sleep
How I long for your affection
My eyes are tired and my body is weak
I can't handle this rejection

And I think it's mean
How you let me down

I feel so bad
Never felt like this 'bout anything, I never have, no
Please, don't tell me that
What's meant to be is meant to be, it's no consolation

I'll carry on
Proving everyone wrong
I will succeed

I feel so bad
Never felt like this 'bout anything, I never have, no
Please, don't tell me that
What's lost is lost, it's never gonna come back home, no

I feel so bad (I lie in silence and I just cannot sleep)
Never felt like this 'bout anything, I never have, no
Please, don't tell me that (my eyes are tired and my body is weak)
What's meant to be is meant to be, it's no consolation