I, I've never been here before
There's something I can't deny
That chains me down
When, when did the wind tear through
The stonewalls that hold me in
I'm free this time

Pray for the will
To keep you away

How's it feel to know
How's it feel to see
Everything withering inside me
I'm nothing without you

Crush, crush every bit of it
What's left of my confidence
I'll hide away
Run, I run till I'm out of space
I run till it's all erased
I'm free this time

Pray for the will
To keep you away

How's it feel to know

Maybe I just can't be strong enough
Maybe all the things you said are true
Maybe I'm a big mistake
That wasn't good enough for you
Maybe I can't hug with broken arms
But I can see through who you really are
Maybe I should smile and take the blame
'Cause I already carry all the scars

This time you can keep your agony
This time you can keep your pain
This time you can keep your promises
Nothing changes it's all the same
No more giving in to weakness
No more am I running blind
This time you can fuck yourself
I'm leaving you behind

How's it feel to know