Go ahead, you can say it's my fault
If it still hurts at all
I thought one of these days you might call
When you were feelin' small

Drownin' in my thoughts
Starin' at the clock
And I know I'm not on your mind

I wonder what would happen if I die
I hope all of my friends get drunk and high
Would it be too hard to say goodbye?
I hope that it's enough to make you cry
Maybe that day you won't hate me

Go ahead, you can say that I've changed
Just say it to my face
One drink and I'm back to that place (To that place)
The memories won't fade (Won't fade)

Drownin' in my thoughts (My thoughts)
Starin' at the clock (The clock)
And I know I'm not on your mind

I wonder what would happen if I die
I hope all of my friends get drunk and high
Would it be too hard to say goodbye?
I hope that it's enough to make you cry
Maybe that day you won't hate me

I wonder what would happen if I die (If I die)
I hope all of my friends get drunk and high
Would it be too hard to say goodbye? (Say goodbye)
I hope that it's enough to make you cry
And maybe that day you won't hate me