Currently unreleased

Taking it easy on myself
Sitting here, I feel so still
She said, "I don't want a pill tonight"
She said, "I think I'll change my life tonight"
She said,

"All I need:to clear my head of dreams and
"All I know: something's left my soul
"And I don't care about the words
"'Cause it's not what people say to me that hurts."

Taking it easy on myself
Sitting here is no cheap thrill
She said, "Something's got to give tonight"
She said, "But we've spent everything we had"
She said,

"All I need: to rid myself of this shit
"All I know..."

Have I lost the will to score
Too late to stop myself from falling?
You keep clawing your way back in:
All I want is out.