I, I take my medicine
Go for my morning walks
Listening to the kids
Rehearsing Alanis
Right down the block
I stop at all of the houses
Manicured with roses
And I think if only these little routines
Were big enough to save me

Here we go again
Close your eyes, count to ten
Feeling it creeping in
Burning right through my skin
I know I look good at calming myself down
But I'm caught in a loop tryna turn it around

It's strange when you're trying to change
But everything stays the same
You move away, can't escape
from all the things that you hate
But everything stays the same

(All the same, never changes)
(All the same, never changes)

Spinning out, confidently filled with doubt
Can't get off of the floor
Try to pick myself up
But I keep getting stuck in this revolving door

Here we go again
Close your eyes, count to ten
Feeling it creeping in
Burning right through my skin
I know I look good at calming myself down
But I'm caught in a loop tryna turn it around

It's strange when you're trying to change
But everything stays the same
You move away
can't escape from all the things that you hate
But everything stays the same
Same, same, same
You move away
can't escape from all the things that you hate
But everything stays the same
Everything stays the—

It's strange when you're trying to change
But everything stays the same
You move away
can't escape from all the things that you hate
But everything stays the same
Same, same, same
You move away
can't escape from all the things that you hate
But everything stays the same
Everything stays the—