Information tidal wave Gotta put the phone away And look up at this pretty place But bad habits are hard to break Seeing everyone get what I want Wondering if I did something wrong And I know I'm not the only one Who's dizzy from comparison
And I know it's no good, it's unhealthy But everyone here looks so lovely Yeah, self-deprecation is ugly I'm a moth to the flame, so don't judge me
'Cause I'm already doing it Worse than I want to admit Constantly excusing it I'm the one who's fueling it Addict and I gotta quit Before this shit is permanent None of this is elegant Heavy and it's delicate And I'm so good at hiding it Ultraviolet
Been out of my body since I was a kid I did a lot of things I wish I never did When you're fifteen years old and emancipated Fifteen years later, still trying to forgive
And I know it's no good, it's unhealthy But everyone here looks so lovely Yeah, self-deprecation is ugly I'm a moth to the flame, so don't judge me
'Cause I'm already doing it Worse than I want to admit Constantly excusing it I'm the one who's fueling it Addict and I gotta quit Before this shit is permanent None of this is elegant Heavy and it's delicate And I'm so good at hiding it Ultraviolet