I've been wakin' up with demons in my brain I drown 'em out with TV, but the stories are the same Oh, maybe I can't sleep at night because I am afraid Of somethin' I can't change
Mama said that I was special, daddy would agree So why's it feel like everybody's shinier than me? I'm tryin', but it's like I'm lyin' through my crooked teeth 'Cause shiny isn't me
I got troubles on my mind I would fix them, but I got no time I got troubles, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Rip my heart out of my chest and put it on a page It feels stupid, it feels small, like it's all in vain Used to think that I was different, but I'm just the same Maybe I'm insane
I keep hatin' what I see lookin' back at me Try to keep up with the world, I just can't compete Wondеr if the words I say amount to anything, oh
I keep telling peoplе I'm okay (I'm okay) I keep telling people I'm okay (okay) Look 'em in the eye while I pray for rain There's fires in my brain
I got troubles on my mind (on my mind) I would fix them, but I got no time I got troubles on my mind (I got troubles) I would fix them, but I got no time (I got no time)
I got troubles, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh I got troubles, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Compositor: Joshua Wayne Zegan / Molly Kate Kestner