As I pull myself up I feel
My mind sinking into nothingness
As I run out of luck I feel
My soul bleeding from this emptiness

What to say about love besides
It is just a stupid game of chess?
What to say about jokes
When they are on you and you just have to laugh?

I miss you so bad
I can't understand
All the words you said meant nothing at last
I miss you so bad
No cigarettes left
Now there's only smoke and I'm choking to death

I can't blame anyone else but me
For being so fucked up and depressed
Truth is that I'm in too deep
And sick but can't get any rest

Can't complain on the rain
It just falls from the sky
While I'm getting high
And above all the clouds
I am screaming out loud
"Can I turn back time? "

I miss you so bad
I can't understand
All the words you said meant nothing at last
I miss you so bad
No cigarettes left
Now there's only smoke and I'm choking
I'm choking to

I miss you so bad
I can't understand
All the words you said meant nothing at last
I miss you so bad
No cigarettes left
Now there's only smoke and I'm choking
I'm choking to death
I'm choking to death