DISENCHANTED

So scared, so scared
you just escaped
what am I to say?
life teached me how to lie
the best way to hide
my very depths inside

I am so disenchanted now

Experience means messing with your pain
it means giving up your dreams
it means be strong or be dead
but I am not prepared

I am so tired now

I am crawling through my life
you put a finger on my lips
forcing me to be silent
or tell lies again
or play your game

I put my trust in you
searching for a guide
but you were deaf to truth
remember, no hurt, no joy

I am so disenchanted now...

Pablo 2005